Siberia

Just ranted everything to my soulmate, farhanna tang xiang ling aka @lingomingo
just msn-ed her a whole lot of chunk shit of my siao but still manageable life
& the feeling of getting it off your chest is just indescribable.
just realised my life's pretty messed up (not the drunk wasted love triangle many many messed up shit)
the one where you don't know what you're doing, just taking one step at a time and pretending there's absolutely nothing wrong when smth's bugging you.
Not very nice right...
and there's not only something bugging me, it's a whole million lots of small things.
makes me feel like going to Siberia, which means 'sleeping land'

I would tell, but maybe it's just too weird for you. :'(
pls deliever some nice letters to my house or some encouragement will do.
Feeling too fucked-up.
I must be the only one feeling this way.
Insecure, very insecure.
Maybe it was rly a wrong decision.
Kinda regret making it but then it's alr been done.
Live with it, adapt, move on.